is my prayer • is my Llife

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I'm left in a daze. 

if that's the right word.

I'm stunned. Left to sit in my seat, with this feeling ready to rip through my chest.

Such a thing I cannot understand.

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I'm unable to understand and don't believe I will ever reach the point of being able to do so. It is quite possible also that I shouldn't desire to understand.

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Yes, maybe that is how you would expect me to feel.

But no, I'm actually not angry at God.


Not at all.

I know God loves the people that inhabit the Earth. Why or how? I don't understand. But that He does, this I know.


God's message is the same for all. But all would have it their own way and draw their own world in the way that they see best for them.

This is why the world today is what it is.


But God's message is the same for all.


Some may not take hold of it.



I would wish for His message to get through. Not only His message, but Himself. To get through to these people.


So that these events may be avoided.


So that they would know, experience, and love Life.


That this Life would spill over, spread into the cracks and folds of the earth, into the hearts of every individual..


And that they would grab hold of it..know it..and love it..