is my prayer • is my Llife

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I'm left in a daze. 

if that's the right word.

I'm stunned. Left to sit in my seat, with this feeling ready to rip through my chest.

Such a thing I cannot understand.

..

I'm unable to understand and don't believe I will ever reach the point of being able to do so. It is quite possible also that I shouldn't desire to understand.

..

Yes, maybe that is how you would expect me to feel.

But no, I'm actually not angry at God.


Not at all.

I know God loves the people that inhabit the Earth. Why or how? I don't understand. But that He does, this I know.


God's message is the same for all. But all would have it their own way and draw their own world in the way that they see best for them.

This is why the world today is what it is.


But God's message is the same for all.


Some may not take hold of it.



I would wish for His message to get through. Not only His message, but Himself. To get through to these people.


So that these events may be avoided.


So that they would know, experience, and love Life.


That this Life would spill over, spread into the cracks and folds of the earth, into the hearts of every individual..


And that they would grab hold of it..know it..and love it..

As I Come Across: New Blog

changingblogswhat?!

Not quite.


In an effort to stay productive (..a.k.a. keep myself from falling into the pit of laziness), I'm going to start a new blog. It's actually been in existance for quite some time now, idk how long hah. But I have yet to post in it.


It's called "As I Come Across" and it's purpose will be to share things that, as the name suggests, I come across through my travels around the internet. It'll be things like inspiring videos, crazy technology updates, incredible musicians and other things like that. Stuff that I enjoy or get a kick out of and would like to share with other people so they can get some kicks in there as well.


The reason I thought to do this such a long time ago was because my "links" part of my facebook profile was gaining pages and whenever I look back at things I posted, I think that it would be nice to have a full like.....a complete presentation of whatever it was.


So yeah anyway. I'm going to do that.




Soon.

Waiting

Like a vase without it's love to store inside.


A vase with a gaping, empty hole in it's core.

It is painfully easy to feel the wind sweeping around the inner walls of it's body.

It is constantly reminded that no one is home.

Empty?




This taunting wind needs to stop.

Reason to Cry.

A reason to cry.

A load of entangled clothes piled on top of your self, crowding your movement, keeping you from progressing forward; intruding your vision, making it hard to see the line that you've been following all this time.

A small bell, ringing faintly in the distance in a consistent, slowly paced rhythm. Every time it sounds you flinch because the note hits at an unexpected sensitive point in your emotions.

How should one take on such a challenge..

Weight. Pressure. Vulnerability. Trust. Hope. Security.

Sleep?

sleep...


(Original Date: Thur 1/14 3:11AM)