A fork in the sea.

Oh so far, have I come, from that place I knew as trouble.

Never could have seen what lied ahead from that point in time.

I've come a long way just to find another stretch.

A shortage of wind has left me drifting ... drifting.

With storms of intensity and struggles from every direction.

I've done what I can do. I've traveled through the course.

To find myself at this point.

It's me against the world. What is the world.

It's me in my boat. What a boat. Raft.

Direction.

Something I could use.

There's two ways. Two paths. Two ends.






..really?

A fork in the sea?

Is that what I'm looking at..?


...how so?



D:

what?

..that doesn't even make sense..

ok.


How about I do this with You.

Cus I don't have a clue as to what's going on. Not like I ever did but right now this..isn't even something I can understand.


So I'll just cling on. Lead me to where I find You. Where I find myself. Where I find love.


Take me to where I will reconnect. Re-establish. Rebuild.

Lead me to a resolution.

WINDPICKUP!

I want to

ART.

CRY.

LOVE.



Clean this mess up.

Clean myself up.

Clear this mind.

Clear this battle field.

LIVE.


I want to.

me wo akete, ima wa toki da, toki ga kita

Yeah well..

I guess it is important for me not to look at us from the standards of another,

But from the eyes of it's owner. Though it gives me a strange feeling..

I guess I have to not be selfish and absolutely have to get my problem fixed but instead, make it so that there is no problem and make a goal to reach. Not the goal of another's success, but my own.

Help me see. Help me walk through these blinding covers.








open my eyes.




but its really hard you know.

..

新生活 • s h i n s e i k a t s u

I'm gonna cry when my first child is born...

I know it.

Life..as confusing as it is is something really amazing..

And to think that this new life is something you were greatly apart of.

Your offspring...

This is me. this is 'us.' Together.

...

I'm going to cry.

LOVE w o r k .

So.

For the past few weeks (to a month ish,) I've been browsin around, wasting time like I'm so good at doing..

And I'm seeing so many inspiring things. A group of artists working together to put up shows, using what God gave them to spread love in the cracks and corners overlooked in this world. Sooo many organizations contributing greatly to communities getting people involved in a simple way. Designers working humbly to give God glory..

I get so inspired seeing these things. I get so many ambitions and ideas..I want to use what I have for a good purpose. I want to use my art to show God's love around the world.

I want to describe the feeling I have in me right now but all I can express is "omg." It's such an intense feeling. I want to do something NOW.

I just pray that God lets this passion in me grow and be used in an awsome way.

period 4 scribble [2]

It's weird how much certain things can influence feelings..

Feelings..the things that are supposedely what we're to be following are giving into peer pressure.

Thoughts, truth, wisdon, discerment, desires, feelings.

Can it all be fit into one idea?


できるかな。。。

period 4 scribble [1]

The Rain.
Where am I?
I'm not with you.
What should I think? How should I feel?
I know not much about the situation..
But let that have no importance.
The knowledge may not be for me at the moment
What I do know is where I want to be..

lead me to what You bring..

let me be with you.

lead me to the rain.