Monday, May 19, 2008

A fork in the sea.

Oh so far, have I come, from that place I knew as trouble.

Never could have seen what lied ahead from that point in time.

I've come a long way just to find another stretch.

A shortage of wind has left me drifting ... drifting.

With storms of intensity and struggles from every direction.

I've done what I can do. I've traveled through the course.

To find myself at this point.

It's me against the world. What is the world.

It's me in my boat. What a boat. Raft.

Direction.

Something I could use.

There's two ways. Two paths. Two ends.






..really?

A fork in the sea?

Is that what I'm looking at..?


...how so?



D:

what?

..that doesn't even make sense..

ok.


How about I do this with You.

Cus I don't have a clue as to what's going on. Not like I ever did but right now this..isn't even something I can understand.


So I'll just cling on. Lead me to where I find You. Where I find myself. Where I find love.


Take me to where I will reconnect. Re-establish. Rebuild.

Lead me to a resolution.

WINDPICKUP!

Sunday, May 18, 2008

I want to

ART.

CRY.

LOVE.



Clean this mess up.

Clean myself up.

Clear this mind.

Clear this battle field.

LIVE.


I want to.

Sunday, May 4, 2008

me wo akete, ima wa toki da, toki ga kita

Yeah well..

I guess it is important for me not to look at us from the standards of another,

But from the eyes of it's owner. Though it gives me a strange feeling..

I guess I have to not be selfish and absolutely have to get my problem fixed but instead, make it so that there is no problem and make a goal to reach. Not the goal of another's success, but my own.

Help me see. Help me walk through these blinding covers.








open my eyes.




but its really hard you know.

..