But you know what?

God wants all of me.

And who better deserves it, than Him?














Shall we?

dou desuka?

Don't really know what to think..

how to think.


Where is it that I'm going exactly?

Where am I being led?

..could I even be leading myself?

Should I think towards or in the opposite direction?


I want to know..

Should I want?


I wanna see..

Should I see?


Where do I need to be?

The steps I'm taking need to be watched closely.


Who's watching?


Have I passed the test?


I wish for this.

What do I wish for?

alot.

I wish for much.



WRAH!





What to do?

Do.

written 10/15/07 (October 15, 2007)

There's a feeling..

such a deep feeling. deep.

feeling that..something's not..correct.

feeling.

..so discontent..I'm discontent..
with my performance.

Feel as if I'm giving so little.
so little.

God expects more.

let me be one who lives to serve.
lives to love.
lives to follow.
let me do.
let me do everything.
let me do everything I can.
let me give.
let me give my all.

BEST LAMB!


BEST.

Yume.

Had a party thing...

people were over..

something about a bathroom? I dunno.

were at walmart/festival thing.

bought little pokemon figures with candy or somewhat inside.

bought alot.

tanoshikatta

walked around.

she was in the bathroom for a long time.

dad was waiting to pick me up.

darn.

finally came out.

deta.

//edit

oh. wasureta

nolan, controller. numbers.

OH.

agent people. something about love.

something about some guy.

uh..

escalators.

building.



Yeayuh. Random.